A Frame from Shillong

Chewed some fresh tamool and sauntered the street in Laimukhrah . I heard someone say, "He look press man with camera and all.", then asked, "My photo come in paper tomorrow?" The tamool which had made my lips and mouth red now made me dizzy. I wanted some water and give myself some space. With the voices remote and yet the people still active I was able to see the other side driven my a sub-conscious mind.

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