Belittled Dreams

I have returned to find
In the familiar lanes
In the pockets we all know
The vestiges we had left
I have returned to see you
In memories I can gather
The memories of innocence
In which we were naive
Impulse was the steam
Little was the grand life
But life so complete
Nothing could replace it
We didn't outgrow it
We drifted and were lost
In deep oblivion
How effortless it is to think
To appreciate its past glory
And to stand with a smile
With the dreams belittled.

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